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It's Not Easy Being Green 

4/6/2017

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What I'm Wearing: Bomber Jacket: Forever 21, T-Shirt Calvin Klein, Joggers: Dockers, Shoes: PUMA

Dear readers,
I have been dying to wear a bomber jacket here on mrdombaza.com. I wanted to wear a green one, so I went and bought a green one! I love this jacket. It was honestly so cold when we shot this outfit, the jacket kept me warm throughout this shoot. I based this outfit off of the many shades of green and that includes camo. This jacket just blended so well with the shoes, that is why I wanted a green jacket. I chose to wear simple black t-shirt and beige joggers to blend it all in. The first outfit of the year didn't have to be extravagant. I wanted to pay tribute to Glaucoma with the color green, but also slowly build up to more and more for the outfits to come in 2017. I talked a little bit about the shoes already, but I still want to praise them for a bit. I love these shoes. I had my eye on them for awhile. It's not my normal style, but I've been obsessing over street style outfits on instagram and they just keep growing on me. I kept going back and forth to the store debating if I was going to purchase these kicks. I eventually gave in on my 4th visit. I love them! Not only do they fit me great, the are really comfy. I tend to wear uncomfy shoes in the city, I don't wear outfits like this often, I'm more of a coat and blazer kind of guy, but like I said streetwear is growing on me.
Do you guys like this kind of style on me? I kind of dig it. I hope you like this first outfit of the month, and get what I'm trying to pull off.

Let's chat about Glaucoma and why the color green now means so much to me. As many of you know I was diagnosed with Glaucoma 3 years ago at age 18. I was on top of the world then. I had my career in my hands and I felt unstoppable. One night I was invited to attend one of my heroes concert, Miley Cyrus. I went to the show and had the time of my life. Little did I know, I would wake up the next day and not see anything out of my right eye. I can't describe to you the fear I had. I was rushed into emergency surgery 2 weeks later for a severe cataract. I know you are probably thinking, how does an 18 year old get a cataract of a 75 year old in one night? Up until this day we still don't know how that happened to me. After surgery my eye was stable for a bit, until my eye pressure started going up. I was receiving this sharp pain in my eye. It hurt so badly, it still hurts today. I felt and still feel, on my bad days, that someone is trying to push out my eye and/or poke a needle in. It's so painful on some days. When my pressure would not go below 50, we knew it was time for me to receive my 2nd surgery in 2015. When I got that surgery I had a tube put in my eye. Little that you guys know, there is a tube behind my right eye helping it function so I can continue with my daily life. The tube helps, but it's not meant to help me forever. It's a temporary fix. The tube or in medical terms "valve", is meant to help with lowering my eye pressure. That along with injections and medications is how you help control people with Glaucoma. Not everyone has this disease as bad as me, and I don't have it as bad as other people. Some people are already blind. I was given 5-15 years before my time comes for that. I honestly don't believe it will happen to me though. Overseas they are trying to create a cure for us Glaucoma patients. So far everything seems to be working. If it continues to work, then maybe one day in the near future all of this will be a thing of the past.

I've been asked countless times, what exactly can I see out of my eye? Well, I don't see like you guys. I see everything clearly on my left eye, and I straight up don't see anything but a blur in my right eye. Sometimes I don't even see the blur, it's just there, my eye is just there. You all probably wonder why I have the glasses on my face all the time, that's apart of me now. I can't look at the light or be around light without my glasses. The pain of even seeing light is unbearable. My vision literally shuts off and my eye begins to leak as if I was crying tears but it's just leakage from the inside. In a way they are tears, painful tears. Behind the scenes, behind these photos, I bet you didn't know I use a cane to guide me sometimes. I've been using a cane for the last 2 years now. I have no shame when I need to use it. People stare, but I let them. Give them something to talk about. I don't care. I've learned to accept this disease and what it's done to me. It's apart of me and even when that cure comes, it will always be apart of me. I feel as if this disease has been a beautiful disaster and blessing in disguise. When I got sick, so many people from my music career, to my personal life decided to exit, because they could not handle working with someone or being friends with someone who was falling off a cliff every single hour of the day. These people left me to bleed, but here I am, still standing. I was at the bottom of that cliff but somehow I know in my heart If I keep climbing that life I loved and once had, will continue to come back to me, even if it's not in the way I expect it. I see it happening now. I'm in much different place than I was 3 years ago. This disease has helped me evolve in life, and it's also given me one hell of a story to share with the world. I will continue to share my battle and my journey behind the scenes in "Through My Eye's and Ears" here on mrdombaza.com. I hope you will come back and read my weekly stories when I finally being posting there. If you would like to learn more about the causes, treatments, and ways to help with glaucoma, please visit glaucoma.org. They have the info you are looking for there. Thank you guys for stopping by and reading. I'll see you at the end of the month with my 2nd outfit of the year. Did you guys like this look? Let me know in the comments below. What do you guys think about this disease and the journey so far? I would love to know. I'll be doing Q&A posts in "Through My Eyes and Ears", so if you have any questions, please let me know. I would love to answer them.

Lastly, In the lyrics for "It's Not That Easy Being Green" Kermit sings, "When green is all there is to be, It could make you wonder why, but why wonder? Why Wonder, I am green and it'll do fine, it's beautiful! And I think it's what I want to be." 
I am proud to be green. It's made all the struggles, heartbreak, and beautiful moments in between worth it. It's not easy being green, but it's beautiful and I think it's what I want to be. 

All My Love, 
Dom 

Photographer: Joanna Wheeler

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32 Comments
Aimara link
1/18/2017 09:57:07 am

Beautiful post love! Thank you so much for sharing this.
Your story is beautiful and I love you chose to embrace what's happening to you in order to inspire others. Bravo!!
I do hope they find a cure.. I'm sure they will!
I didn't know that about green :) Thank you so much for sharing!
Have an awesome day ahead!
XO
Aimara
www.waysofstyle.com

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:11:42 am

Hello my darling, Thank you so much for reading and all your kind words. I really appreciate you taking the time out to read this post and what I have to say. Hope you are doing well.
All my love,
Dom

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Chardline Chanel-Faiteau
1/18/2017 11:22:06 am

Those sneakers are so cool! I am a fanatic of one-of-a-kind looks! My cousin has glaucoma so I am very familiar with this disease. He always feels stigmatized, so I will make sure to share this post with him!

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:13:02 am

Hey girl! Wow, i'm so sorry your cousin has to deal with this disease as well. I hope he got a chance to check out this post. I'll be keeping him in my thoughts. Take care and keep slaying darling.
All my love,
Dom

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Valeria
1/18/2017 01:06:44 pm

Dear Dom, let's start from the second part of your post. You are dealing with your disease in the most remarkable way. You are brave, you have been able to not cuddle up and stay there, you keep doing things and being social. Before knowing you had Glaucoma I admired your gentlemanly attitude, it's not easy to meet young boys like you so kind and open minded. Now that I know that you were diagnosed when you were only 18, I'm even more impressed by your attitude towards life and people. Now let me say that you're slaying this streetwear style. Because you are elegant inside, you turn grunge into smart casual. I love the green hues you picked, and U love the way you incorporated green in this post. Baci, Valeria - Coco et La vie en rose <a href="http://cocoetlavieenrose.com/"> FASHION & BEAUTY</a>

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:16:22 am

Hello my dear. Thank you so much for all your kind and beautiful words. When I read this comment I was so touched by everything you had to say to me. I want to thank you for taking the time to break down my post and read everything I have to say. Your kind words on the streetwear really put a huge smile on my face. I wish I could leave voice memos on here so I could tell you with my own voice how much your support means to me. Thank you again.
Love, Dom

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Jennifer Lee Quattrucci link
1/18/2017 04:09:01 pm

Dear Dom ( Brother) ,
I expected to read a thoughtful, amazing, fashion forward post that I would love but I did not expect to be so overwhelmingly moved and inspired. From your extremely well put together to the marvelous scenes and backgrounds to the story of your hardship and success there is just everything to love and mostly I'm just so proud of you. I look forward to witnessing and being a part of all your future adventures, accomplishments and successes. I'm just so glad to be here with you and know everything will be wonderful.
Love always,
Jenny

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:18:59 am

My dearest sister Jenny, You have been such a supportive rock for me. I am so blessed to have you along this journey of mine. I thank you for always knowing the right things to say and always leading me the right direction. I love you so much. Thank you again for always being here.
Your brother,
Dom

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Morgan Ryan link
1/19/2017 10:20:12 am

I love the thought and intent you put behind styling this outfit babe! Thanks for your openness and transparency 🙌🏻

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:19:58 am

Hi girl! Thank you so much for all your kind words! I really appreciate it. I can only hope to continue to open up to you all.
Much love girl,
Dom

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Keyma link
1/19/2017 11:32:04 am

Wow Dom, thank you so much for suring this post with us. Not only are you one fab giy but you are brave and encouraging. I loved reading this transparent post and how brave and authentic you are. I hope for ancure soon and I will be sharing this post so they can share with anyone they know with glaucoma. Thanks again.

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:21:39 am

Hello my darling, thank you so much for reading everything I have to say. I really appreciate you leaving such kind words that touch my heart. Thank you for being so good to me. I hope whoever you shared it with can feel the way you do.
Take care and much love,
Dom

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Jen link
1/19/2017 02:04:02 pm

Wow Dom. Thank you for being so candid, open and vulnerable to the world by sharing your story. I'm so inspired by how you chose to rise above and learn to love and live your life with glaucoma. So the doctors still don't know what happened? I believe everything happens for a reason and this will only make you stronger. You will see who your true friends are. The ones who will stand by you no matter what happens to you. I hope I can be one of those people for you. And since my bday is in January and green is my favorite color, I'll never forget all those who suffer from glaucoma. Love that green bomber and your new street style outfit. Those shoes are Dom.com!!!

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:24:56 am

Hi my friend! Thank you so much for your beautiful and insightful comment. I really appreciate your love and support. Of course I can you and consider as a friend who will not abandon me in my darkest hour. Thank you for supporting me and the millions of others who have Glaucoma as well. And thank you for your kind words about my outfit! You are the best Jen! I need to make dom.com a thing now, haha.
Love,
Dom

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Vana black
1/19/2017 07:53:46 pm

I really loves the way you styled this outfit. I'm sure in the next coming years they will find a cure for this disease.

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:25:41 am

Hello dear, thank you so much for your kind words!
Take care,
Dom

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Olg
1/20/2017 09:23:36 am

That's a wonderful post, that's when fashion meets the inspiration and more serious issues.
Kisses,
Olga

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Dom link
1/28/2017 11:26:15 am

Hello dear, thank you so much for saying that!
Much love,
Dom

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marcy link
1/30/2017 04:26:36 am

Wow Dom such a beautiful post and thanks for sharing your history and opening with us with your sincere words.
Love how strong you are and been able to continue been so positive about life. LOVE this bomber jacket and how this green look in you. Please keep inspiring us.

xoxo
Marcy

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Dom link
2/4/2017 07:33:37 pm

Hello my dear, thank you so much for your beautiful response. Your kind words and support have truly touched my heart. I'm glad you love what I have to say ad I'm happy you like the outfit as an added bonus. I can only hope to continue to keep inspiring you and everyone.

God bless you.
xoxo,
Dom

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Darya link
1/30/2017 07:43:49 am

That look is great and I love all the colorful walls on your photos! Top locations dear! Hope you had a great weekend !! <3

www.thebloomingbouquetstyle.com

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Dom link
2/4/2017 07:34:48 pm

Hello my dear Darya,
Thank you so much for the love! I'm glad you love the look and locations.
Hope you are having a beautiful weekend too! :)

Love,
Dom

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Chardline Chanel-Faiteau link
1/30/2017 09:19:31 am

This has to be my favorite! I love the Bomber jacket...its neutrality gives a lot pop to your sneakers! I think I need to get those sneakers!

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Dom link
2/4/2017 07:36:06 pm

Hello Queen Char! Thank you for another follow up comment! I'm so happy you love this look! Get you a pair girl! I'm sure you will totally slay them! :)

xoxo,
Dom

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Ramet idrizi link
1/31/2017 07:00:34 am

Such a great post brother, looking forward always to get back to you and hear such a nice story! Thanks

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Dom link
2/4/2017 07:37:03 pm

Hi brother! Thank you for the love! I'm happy you took the time to read this post!

Much love bro,
Dom

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maria rosaria link
2/1/2017 07:38:24 am

WOOW fantastic shoes !
www.lacoquetteitalienne.com

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Dom link
2/4/2017 07:38:42 pm

Ah! Thank you so much dear!

xo,
Dom

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Gail link
2/1/2017 07:56:43 pm

I am so happy that I decided to take the time to read posts tonight. Thank you so much for sharing your story Dom. You are such an inspiration. I would never have known that you are suffering from glaucoma because like you said it's an older person's disease but I guess you just never know. God bless you for your positive outlook, and for continuing to move forward no matter what. Love your outfit and those sneakers are the bomb! Xx

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Dom link
2/4/2017 07:40:29 pm

Hello my friend. Thank you so much for stopping by and reading my story... so far. I thank you for your beautiful response and kind words. I'm really touched by you.

God bless you.

Love,
Dom

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Thomas Falkenstedt link
2/4/2017 03:12:26 pm

Dear Dom,
I'll begin with your outfit. I love that you've taken on a more street approach in your style and what better to do that with than with my favorite color green on my favorite garment, a bomber jacket! You totally pull the look off!
As for glaucoma... We all deal with issues that limit our lives. It's unfortunate you had to deal with this so early in your life, but as I see it, you make the best out of it and hopefully will continue doing so as you inspire others who also face hardships and others with glaucoma.
Be the role model you're meant to be!
xx
Thomas

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Dom link
2/4/2017 07:42:06 pm

Hello Tommy,
Thank you for all the love and support, as per usual. I'm glad this streetwear look gets your stamp of approval. I'll continue to try my best to be that role model. Hopefully I can make you proud in some way, in the years to come.

All the best,
Dom

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