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How's The World Treating You? 

4/4/2017

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​What I'm Wearing: Shirt: Apt 9, Sweater: Calvin Klein, Pants: Calvin Klein, Shoes: Apt 9

INTRO:
Dear readers,
Welcome back to mrdombaza.com. Here is the first page, the first little story within a story of this next story book. I hope I can continue to be honest and real with all of you. We last left off wrapping up a "Tale as Old as Time." Now I will build upon that and see where in the world this life will take me. I wanted to write an introductory letter because for me this is basically outfit one. This is a fresh start here on mrdombaza.com. Although this post may seem like it's about to be light hearted, it's not. I'm going to continue discussing the reasons why I put together these outfits, the meaning behind them, and how I'm feeling in this exact moment. I hope you will continue to read and follow along my journey. And I hope this new story can intrigue you to come back weekly and inspire and touch your heart in some way.
Love, Dom. 

ONCE UPON A TIME, there was a young man who thought he had control of his world until the day it came crumbling down. As you know from his previous book, he's had many up's and downs. Not much has changed since we last left off on a happy note. You can't have a happy ending without the pain and suffering that comes with the price of "they lived happily ever after" on the very last page. Life is filled with beautiful little moments in between, but even in the brightest moments, the darkest lights can illuminate over you.   

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​ "How's The World Treating You"

Hello everyone, Thank you so much for stopping by once again. I can't believe we are in a new era of mrdombaza.com. What a journey it has been! Finally I am at 101 outfits and I can look back at the last 100 and see what I can build upon and grow here on mrdombaza.com. I've been sick with that nasty virus going around, I'm under a lot of stress, and have so much going on behind the scenes of my life that i'll touch base upon, but won't dive in deeper or tell you more. Not everything needs to be shared in public. It's finally spring and I'm trying to let the light in but the darkness always finds a way to creep up on me. This outfit and this shoot may seem light hearted but once again it's the color green. In case you forgot green is the color of Glaucoma. The disease I was diagnosed with 3 years ago. I'm using green to represent both my light and dark sides. I chose to start off this next era with green because I felt it was the right thing to do considering the story I've been telling so far.  Let's dive into this outfit and see where I am and where my life is in this moment.

Going into outfit 100 I knew months ahead it was going to be green. I just didn't know what I would write around it. I didn't know where my mind and my heart would be in this moment. In January I crossed that line and opened a portion of the can worms I had built up surrounding the info of my disease. Writing "It's Not That Easy Being Green" was therapy for me. I knew after that post I had no choice but to write what I'm feeling and why I'm wearing these outfits to guard my heart and express my soul. I chose to wear a green button shirt from Apt 9. I thought it was appropriate for my 2nd spring outfit for 2017. I wanted something preppy because spring and preppy go hand in hand and anytime I get to wear a sweater over my shoulder is just an excuse to make me feel like a superhero with a cape. I look to superheroes, fairytales, and adventures a lot. Because not only do they inspire me, I relate to them so much. For me a fairytale like Beauty and the Beast, or a superhero like Daredevil, or a battle between the light and dark in Star Wars, I see apart of myself in each protagonist and antagonist. For me green is my protagonist AND my antagonist. I see it as my glaucoma can be my strength or most hated most hated enemy. So with the 2  dark sleeves wrapped around my neck, I have my light green shirt and my dark green sleeves to balance me out. Next up is my pants from Calvin Klein. I love CK, I felt that I needed some blue to even out this look and make it seem light even though I'm not in the brightest place in my life right now. I love a good pair of suit pants and CK is exceptional when it comes to that. Last up is my shoes from APT 9. I wore this pair in my 100th outfit and had to carry it over to 101 because I wanted to start this new story with them. One book may end, but pieces of the last story carry over to the next to grow and expand the characters story arc. Or in my case, the story arcs of my life. 

As I said to you guys I want to be honest and open with all of you. Because when I look back at this I want to remember where I am in this moment. Yes, I had the flu last week but that's not what brought me down. I was not well, but I wasn't so miserable like most people would say. It sucked, but I'm pretty good at dealing with pain by now. Last Thursday morning I got a phone call that 2 people I love very much were involved in a pretty damaging car accident. They are both lucky to be alive, but without that wall they hit, they would have gone over a cliff. I will not elaborate any more than that, but what I will say is it's scarred me pretty bad. It scarred them too, and I hate seeing the 2 people I love most hurting and in pain. If you saw and heard the experience they had you would understand right off the bat why I'm so stressed out. I am hurting for them, my heart hurts. And I ask all of you even though I won't mention names, I think you get a clue of who I may be talking about, to keep us all in your prayers. I pray that I get the strength that I need to keep going for those that I love. Because right now, it's really hard. I kept pushing off this post because I've had no time to sit and reflect on my feelings. I finally got a moment to myself to just breathe, I need air, I feel like i'm drowning. This here, this blog, writing and talking to all of you is my therapy. Besides song writing and performing, this helps me out a lot. I'm scared of letting down you guys, letting down the people I love, and most importantly letting myself down. I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders, and all I'm trying to do is get my feet grounded and somehow get a second chance to do it all right. I don't know why my life is filled with so much bad, but jesus suffered a lot, and he rose above it all in the end. Like a fairytale, you don't get to the happily ever after without fighting the battles along the way. Opening up just a little to you guys, I feel a little more air breathe me back to life. So how's the world treating me? Well, not so well right now. But i've learned broken pieces can make something beautiful and that's exactly what I'm going to do with my broken heart.

Love, Dom 

Photographer: Joanna Wheeler

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18 Comments
Jennifer Lee Quattrucci link
4/4/2017 03:59:58 pm

My dear brother,
How you were able to capture this moment in your life so eloquently and with such strength and faith is truly amazing and inspiring. I have enjoyed witnessing every step of your journey thus far and already have been impressed by not just your talent but your determination and ability to reflect and grow.
I can already feel that the sweaters "capes" are somehow working their magic and you will be your own hero.
I also want to thank you for being my brother in my heart because I turn to you and you help me so much . Honestly, I can't even find the words to express the feelings of gratitude towards you.
Love,
Jenny

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Anthony
4/4/2017 07:39:20 pm

Hey Dom,
Great blog bro and spectacular photos!
I am sorry about your loved ones, I know everything is going to be ok. We all have times where life crashes before our eyes. We all feel like we want to run and hide. I know you are very strong person and I know God is the master mess cleaner, he will take care of you. God bless you 🙏🏻

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Claudia Salinas link
4/5/2017 12:57:18 pm

Dearest Dom, I'm writing this as I'm listening to the Alison Kraus/James Taylor song you shared, which btw, is the perfect soundtrack to your beautiful post. You're such a natural storyteller, I always enjoy reading your blog. Congrats on the 100th outfit, btw! As for your 101, even though as you say, 'it's not easy being green', you look fantastic in green. Love the preppy/super hero sweater detail. Can't wait to catch up in LA some day, lmk when you're back... good vibes xx C.

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Valeria
4/5/2017 01:10:39 pm

Dear Dom, what I could feel all through this post was sorrow. Please forgive me if I couldn't focus on your explanation of your outfit. The symbolism you are using is always charming. But this time it's like your sorrow was under each and every word, waiting to break out. Of course I'm praying for them, and for you to get better. You are so much loved, and I'm sure the love of your readers will reach you and give you some comfort. With love, Valeria

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Jennifer SavvyGreyStyles
4/5/2017 02:54:33 pm

Dom
It is so good to see another post from you. Although I am very sorry for what kept you away. I am glad your health is getting better and I wish your loved ones a speedy recovery. Thank you for reminding us how precious life really is. And green is a great color on you. Love how you styled this one!
Jennifer
SavvyGreyStyles

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Aimara link
4/5/2017 03:25:11 pm

Hey Dom! Again, another inspiring and beautiful post! I always leave your website inspired so thank you so much!
It was natural for you to wear green for this post and this color looks amazing on you plus it has special meaning so that makes it even better!
I'm sorry that life is not treating you well lately, I really am. You and your loved ones will be in my prayers for sure, actually tonight that I'm going to special service at my church because of lent.
Reading this post makes me think of a song called "Shoulders" by Kind and Country. Check out the song an video on Youtube. I'm certain it will make you feel better!
Don't lose heart brave heart!
XO
Aimara
www.waysofstyle.com

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Kirsten Wendlandt link
4/5/2017 05:17:12 pm

Dom, my thoughts and prayers are with you! Things will look up and although it may not be the best way to start things they will get better. Congratulations on your new beginning, you have so much to look back on and be proud of, and you are going to continue to grow through the next 100 posts. Keep smiling & keep your head up, my thoughts are with you.

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Thomas Falkenstedt link
4/8/2017 03:29:11 pm

The way you make fashion into a tool of telling a story is quite remarkable. I am truly sorry for you going through all these ordeals in life and I hope that your loved ones will get better. We can only thank our higher power they survived.
Much love,
Thomas

http://thomasfalkenstedt.com

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Manda link
4/9/2017 01:57:01 pm

I am so so sorry to hear that! It is so scary when people you care for are hurt. I know you are so thankful that they are okay! This is my second time reading your blog and I'm sorry to hear about the glaucoma. My grandmother is legally blind and has a slew of eye problems and am starting to have some issue that need to be addressed with mine. I know how tough it is for her most days and I will be praying for healing for you! Isn't it great thought to have an outlet like blogging to share an express yourself! It's so easy to feel the weight of the world on your shoulders but just try to give yourself grace! You are doing a fantastic job!

Manda | http://EvocativelyChosen.com

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Sharon link
4/9/2017 02:34:06 pm

You're right, we don't tell the people we love we love them that much and it's such a shame! In a matter of a second, it could be over before we know it! I love this green blouse, you perfectly styled it once again!

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Jen link
4/9/2017 11:01:34 pm

Dom~ I'm so sorry you were feeling ill. I hope you got some rest and are feeling better by now. I can't even begin to imagine how it feel like battling glaucoma. You know I'll always be there to listen to you. I pray for you friend. I'm reminded of the song Lean On Me. You can always lean on me!

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Patrick Krüger link
4/9/2017 11:55:19 pm

Amazing Post and good written. Keep up the good work mate !!

Best regards, Patrick

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Kamen Kamenov link
4/11/2017 06:09:04 am

Wow that post literally have me chills.... it is important to treat people how u want to be treated and belive in the good in people. My own life motto is maybe Law of attraction. Stay safe my friend
Xoxo

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Kusum link
4/11/2017 11:14:45 am

So sorry to hear that your loved ones were in such a terrible accident but so glad they are alive and safe now. I am sure it is the most difficult time for you, sending you lots of good vibes and thoughts.

P.S: And how amazing that this is your 101 outfit post and what a wonderful idea to do a 'green' theme for it. Again, such a wonderful and inspiring post, Dom!

xx, Kusum | www.sveeteskapes.com

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Vanessa link
4/11/2017 01:46:28 pm

Dom, you really moved my heart with such a beautiful post. It's a great source of inspiration! I'm really sorry to hear about the accident. Sometimes things happen for unexplainable reasons and we simply need to move on and deal with that. Thanks god they are alive! Many blessings for you and your loved ones.

Enjoy your week!

Vanessa


http://thefashionstatement.net

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Ramet link
4/14/2017 11:36:22 am

This is such inspirational post bro, i enjoyed so much!! Thank you for these amazing posts. Keep it up

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Chardline Chanel-Faiteau
4/18/2017 07:57:44 am

I love the outfit! Very sharp but on another note, I am very sorry to hear about the accident! Stay strong and be blessed!

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CJ link
5/19/2017 10:31:33 pm

Wow! You have a beautiful mind and you are so talented as a song writer. I hope you feel better from the flu now. I love your outfit dear.

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