CHAPTER 4: The Times They Are A-Changing
Entry #24: "The Times They Are A-Changing"
I'm way more open, way more confident, I feel more comfortable in my skin. I'm stronger, I'm wiser, I feel content with my thoughts. Hell, I feel so much cooler than who I was a year ago. I'm about to turn 25 in a few days. I honestly can not wait. I am excited and itching to see what this version of myself is capable of. I feel free. Even though we are locked away to keep us safe, I feel so free. I feel loud, I feel proud, I feel sexy, I feel flirty, hell, I even feel like I have this whole fuckboy mentality. You know what? That's dope. After all that I have been through, I deserve to feel this way. I'm going to keep feeling this way, so that way when I can return to the world, I will be the best version of myself. That best version of myself needs to prep for a life after this, and what better way to prep for it, than by sharing my thoughts with the world. For the first time in my life, I don't know anything. I don't know when this will end. I don't know what the future holds. I don't even know what tomorrow will look like. The crazy thing is, I'm okay with not knowing. I'm okay with living in the moments we are in and letting them play out how they are supposed to. King Bob Dylan once said, "The Times They Are A-Changing", well king, you were right. The times, well, they sure are a-changing, and ya know what, I'm changing with it too Even though I'm locked inside, doesn't mean I'm locking myself away from the world...Maybe I should start an only fans account? lol, jk... you wish you could subscribe to that... haha, not gonna happen.
Photographer: RL BAZA
What I'm Wearing: Shirt - Good Fellow, Pants - Express, Shoes - Vans