CHAPTER 4: The Times They Are A-Changing
Entry #48: Nobody Get's Me Like You
During quarantine, I have obviously cut some people out of my life. Not fully, but to some level of degree. I don't about a lot of other people, but I feel like relationships became more scarce during the last few months. I gotta use Mickey Mouse as an example. You never saw Mickey's crew go over his core family. I think that is a lesson everyone learns at the end of the day. When I moved to New York, I added people into my life, and then when Corona hit, I subtracted. It's just not the same with everyone. I grew closer to a select few during this time. For that I am grateful. It gives me this whole new outlook on life. If Corona never happened, I don't think this would be this way. Ms. Rona can be a pain in the ass, but she has given space for a few beautiful flowers to bloom. As we finally head into this last week of this weird-ass quarantine summer, I am grateful for the bonds made from afar. As I said, I don't think this would have happened in a non-Corona world. It's interesting, once strip everything away and get to the core simplicity of it all, you begin to see the truest colors of the people who are in your inner circle. The last few weeks have been rough. I've made that pretty clear. The added expanding wildfires were of no help. But, I know who was here for me. I know who saved me from a ledge that is so easy to go over in today's world. I am grateful for that. I am grateful that even though Corona has my mind going back and forth and all over the place, I have this center within the ones that I love. I wish I could elaborate more, but somethings I keep for myself, just because they are too delicate. I cherish them too much. Even in our diaries, do we really share "everything"?...
What I'm Wearing: Shirt - Disney collection from Neff, Pants - Uniqlo, Shoes - Vans, Mask - Disney Store