Disturbia

CHAPTER 4: The Times They Are A-Changing
Entry #53: Disturbia

Dear readers,
You ever just feel October truly is horror land? I mean, it is a whole shift due to the seasons changing, but still, there's something so unsettling about it sometimes. 4 days into this month and the world continues to flip on its head. Look at chetto and his wife, they got Corona Virus. It goes to show that karma does come around. Sometimes things are just so uncertain. Sometimes your world is just rattled to the core. Although throughout 2020, it is as if my world has been shaken more than the San Andres fault. I shouldn't compare earthquakes to my life, but it is true. I guess as we get further into spooky season, the devils and ghosts will continue to come out of their caves and graves. I'm pulling through though. Most days I question myself, how strong can I be. More like, how strong will I be. Living in this up and down world of the Corona Virus plus all the wicked stuff in between is so stressful. I count my blessings every day for the few people I can open up to. Life may be the Disturbia music video by Rihanna but were headed towards the end of the year. I keep saying this, but I gotta pull through. I have to pull through. I got people counting on me. I got myself to count on to. Idk guys, it's rough. I can't elaborate, at least not yet. We'll see how this week goes. Mom's birthday is on Saturday and this is the first time it will be celebrated during a pandemic, we'll see how that goes. We'll just see how this whole week goes. I'll see you then.

​Love, Roy 

What I'm Wearing: Shirt - RL Stein Collection, Pants -Uniqlo ​