They say you should keep a diary as you go through life-changing events. They also say you should put the pen down and live in the moment. So, I'm doing a bit of both. I honestly did not feel like writing in this diary for the last 3 months. I've been living life and going through shit. I feel like now that I'm further along with the journey, I have things that I want to talk about. So that brings me back to here. I'm now ready to chronicle the important life-changing events that I'm living through. So, Hi! It's been a while. Well, toto, we are not in quarantine anymore, my friend. In case you live under a rock, I'm actually in Malibu now. LA/Malibu, but mainly Malibu. I'm also still in SF. I'm getting that best of both worlds moment outta me. Seriously though, I'm now in both places working again. Yup... I'm working on music. I think by now everyone knows I'm working on my debut album in Malibu canyon. It's been a dream and then some. As I have been here, I have never felt happier, more at ease, I've never felt this level of peace. It is a genuine full-circle moment for me to be here in Malibu, both starting over, and furthering the journey that started when I stepped foot into Central Park one year ago. It's a reboot and a continuation? It's a bit of both, but nonetheless, I still have the same beating heart with a whole new world of problems and growth. I feel like I am at the grad school level of life now. Not only am I here working on this dream album of mine, but I'm also finding myself having to plant roots and let myself grow through all these constant changes life has given me. I'm going out, I'm doing new things, seeing new things, learning new things, it's all a mixed bag of emotions, and how I navigate through that all? I honestly have no damn clue. I'm winging it, but I think I'm doing a pretty damn good job at it. There is so much that I want to talk about, and I will. But I feel like I just needed to check in with myself and hone in on where I have been for the last 3 months, to push myself forward, to where I am now. A lot has changed, and a lot more will change. I'm ready to start talking. It's important. These are crucial memories that I am creating, and I don't want to forget these feelings. And honestly, I want to be able to read these thoughts of mine back and hope that you will as well. I'm in my mid 20's now and headed to the end of my 20's. When I'm 29, I want to look back and hope that I would have left something good for someone else that may be going through something similar, during their life-changing mid 20's... so, with that said. Welcome to Malibu. I'm sorry I'm a few months late... but let's start talking more. Beyond the album that is releasing this summer, I have a lot to say...
PS- Here's some pics from the last few months. Follow me on IG for more, it put's more of my feelings that I talk about on here into context.